as you've probably noticed by now, when im not living life or getting out there living out my passion or connecting to people, i do TV series marathon to get me thinking about how my life is going and how my relationships are rolling out to be...
it's odd in a way... but it helps me gadge what is normal... or maybe what ever it is that i can also hope for...
for the past few days, i've been doing a sex in the city marathon just to get me thinking about relationships and how it is to be a full grown woman in a world of career, self growth, dating and life in general i guess...
to a certain extent ive seen everything we could be and everything that we havent managed to be together... how we can connect as us, but how weve never really managed to go out of the comfort zone to actually risk something to be together...
makes me wonder how i am really handling my relationships and general and how we could ever manage in this world with so many complications...
dont mind me, im just rambling again...
if theres one thing to gain from all the days of being dreamy and hopeful from watching chick flicks, i guess it the thought that even if fairytales are overrated, you can chose to make reality the best version to match what you really want in life...
mine is pretty simple actually... my fairytale simply involves three kids, a husband and probably weekend family trips or lazy sunday mornings in bed that is followed by coffee and exchanging newspapers...
my fantasies does not include big expectations not being met and the girl asking for the knight in shining armour...
a simple i love you and a sweet speech on how you know me is already enough to sweep me off my feet..
my friend once made 1000 paper cranes for her hubby coz it symbolized love and the commitment to try to keep that love going as long as she can...
for me the fairy tale does not include recieving a thousand paper cranes...
all it takes is one and the hope to be beside me while we work on the thousand more together can be a dream come true already...
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