I'm not making plans for tomorrow

 

I’m not sure what you meant when you said that we met halfway but I think that idea is both comforting and scary at the same time.

 

I think you may have waited too long to get anywhere near where I was a few years back with you…

 

at this point I may just be a little hopeful but mostly broken…

 

I badly want to fall in love right now but I guess I may have lost the drive to get any from anyone… yes that may just include you…

 

I’m not sure if you have found me here already… this page isn’t just quite as obvious as the last one… maybe that also represents where I am for you also…

 

My friends keep on insisting that in love and relationships, you should always have a few steps advance than the person wooing you… I  think I may have always disagreed with that…

 

I’m a safe risk taker… always have been… I only take risks with those I know ill continue to want loving once I’ve decided to give it a chance. If not, then what’s the point in all the drama….

 

The thing with you is that I don’t know what kind of risk you will be… what kind of relationship we could have… so I really don’t know if its worth any risk I could ever take.. that’s given the fact that you haven’t really given me the chance to take any risks at all (which is probably what keeps me glued to this thing that we have) considering how thrilling and breath taking every moment has been with you… its always been safe.

 

Maybe that’s also why you keep coming back…

The problem with social experiments is that the subjects or any subject for that matter can never be properly quantified nor qualified.

This is because a subject lets say, sometimes can’t even quantify of qualify his or her self adequately based on the possibility of deeper issues and/or inhibitions.

The bigger problem with social experiments, especially if it lacks foresight or proper reason is that the proponent often finds him or her self trapped into the problem, that they themselves become an inevitable factor of the experiment.

At the end of the day, the proponent, once deduced into being a mere variable, losses the ability to contain the outcome.

Hence my conclusion that social experiments is better left to the inevitability of life conducting its own miraculous experiment of concocting the perfect formula for you rather than pursuing a formula of your own.

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